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seasideficsbrother went to a convention or smth for work so it’s just been me and my sis in the house. it’s been fun, but also not, since we’ve argued like 7 times in the span of two days. and since this was basically a break or vacay from cleaning, i haven’t kept up with it at all. it’s actually insane how much shit can pile up from just not vacuuming and washing dishes for two days. like wow. i’m gonna have to deep clean the entire downstairs tonight before he flies in tomorrow.
i’ve been searching for a bucket so i can actually mop (wanna try the broom trick i keep seeing on cleantok), but i can’t find one. they all either have bbq ashes from the grill or soil in them. it makes me sad/angry bc my dad ran into the same problem whenever he wanted to wash his car. my brother just takes all the buckets and leaves them nasty and dirty in the garage or outside. so i might just have to swiffer, which i hate, and i feel like it doesn’t even get things actually clean.
since he’s not here to be an asshole and super judgmental abt my cooking, i’ve been in the kitchen a lot. i made another batch of horchata this morning, but tbh it’s not that good since i didn’t have any evaporated or condensed milk. and it made a huge mess...rice paste is all over the counters and floor no matter how much i tried to wipe it up. hence me really needing to deep clean.
my sis and i also made dinner together, which was nice since we never get to do that when #he is here always saying something. we made pulled pork, and i used a memphis style dry rub. i also made carolina gold sauce, thinking she’d like it since she hatesssss ketchup, but she didn’t. so now i just have a big batch of it... whatever, i’ll find a use for it. update: it was very yummy!! it kinda reminds me of carnitas. I wanna have more nights like this.
last night i watched the interview since i was kinda anxious being alone in the house and i just needed a stupid movie where i didn’t have to think. i used to be obsessed with it when it came out ngl. that year i was super into that group of movies—neighbours, hangover, this is the end, 21 jump street—and me and my cousins would always gush abt how hot dave franco is lol. i enjoyed it, but it was way raunchier than i remember. idk how i even watched it at 13 in the family room?? maybe there was a clean version or smth bc i swear i don’t remember those scenes. anyway, my humor is still pretty trashy. i can only blame that on growing up watching family guy since basically the moment i had memories, and also being into he-who-shall-not-be-named on youtube since like 8...
i was so obsessed with the hangover series that i wrote a janoskians fic (i feel like they're so niche, especially to americans lol, but that just shows you the type of content and jokes i found funny...yikes). in it, beau wakes up in a hotel room and there’s a tiger. i think that was seriously the only plot. i was like 13, ok, don’t bully me. i wish i could find it. i’m pretty sure it’s on wattpad, but i don’t even remember my username, and i might’ve deleted it. i have no idea what the title even was. maybe i should hunt for it later… but also kinda don’t want to, as i know it was So Bad.
anyways, it’s 9pm as i’m finishing this and i still need to mop 😤. i made a cup of tea to hopefully get some energy... starting to think i might be lacking key nutrients because i’m just always tired. and i don’t think it’s from laziness—though i can, proudly… well, not proudly, but at least honestly say i am just a naturally lazy. person but this is different, like i physically just have no energy to do anything. i’ve been like that for years, i think. but yeah, i made a cup of tea and i’m gonna go start mopping when i close this off. i wish i at least had pine-sol or fabuloso so it would smell good. like, if I'm gonna be treated like a maid can I at least get better supplies??
